Wednesday, December 09, 2009

huiying... can you get out of this circle and be a new you? its getting very sick to always stay inside circle of confusion.

so whats the diff from the past that you were living in?

seriously you need to divert your focus onto something else and live a life of your own and not others anymore.

you have enough of being in circle.. so please start to get a life out of this shit...

argh...

comfort zone is never easy to get out unless you really try hard enough with all your determination.

sigh...

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huiying still ? = (
sneeze at 2:04 PM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

i am home alone (again).

seriously. tonight feels a lil sad again.

many things have happened and is still happening. i feels extremely tired of many things. it has gone to the extend that i hope i don't have to do anything. Just *pout ... really...

love songs on class 95 will keep my night warm.

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ying!!!!
sneeze at 10:33 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

the silent night makes the atmosphere cold again.

prob its because i am freaking busy lately with all the office work and school work that i can't catch up with my changing emotional thoughts.

and caught in between sadness and tiredness. but i don't know which one to give way first.

as far as i am still very busy. somehow the emotion never fails to catch up with my fast pace and gets its way into me. and sets me feeling helpless for awhile. even just that one second that impact is huge.

as far as i am trying to keep myself being happy. i fought very hard to suppress every thought of it.

i really do.

i hope i will not fail.

even if i falls down i will pick up and try again. just keep trying. one day i will succeed and enjoy the freedom of having let go of it. i will !

happiness i am looking forward to receive you!

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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 1:12 AM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

when one is moving on from the past. you become happier and you look forward to better things.

like people always says grass is always greener on the other side. no place has the best or the greenest grass. prob its just how you look at it.

when you start to be happier and look forward to better things. good things will come to you. i am sure good things likes to go to happier people.

i am working harder each day to be the happier person that good things will keep coming.

i will work hard!

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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:04 PM

Friday, August 07, 2009

be a happy girl~~~~~~ hahahaha

i think i hang out with mag for too long... forget to take medicine~~~~~~~~ ahahaha ... =P

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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 3:51 PM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

so much so of getting over the past.

there are quite a no of stuff keep lingering in my thoughts.

the thought of it just irks me!

but then... still i have to get over it.


is the world really better if you see it from another view?


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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:30 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

sometimes, when you realised beauty is really in the eye of the beholder. you will start to think this world could be a little more beautiful.

you may stop all the self-questioning about why the world is unfair and why people commit crime.

i need a hole to hide.

sigh....


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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 5:46 PM