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When something goes wrong, you will start to find something, someone or somewhat to blame on.
Many many many timess... we will NEVER be out of idea who, what or how to blame on things. BUT we never blame ourselve for anything. Because we believe its NEVER OUR problem. it is always others.
its so selfish. we always fail to realise this. we (me!) are always so selfish to admit such mistake. even if you know the problem you never even attempted to want to solve it.
just these few weeks. i kept thinking all my friends are weird. i keep telling myself it could be my own problem. BUT i still never fail to put the blames to others. its so ugly.
i have to let things go and brave up to learn this mistake.
open heart~~~*breathe
this self pity pathetic issue is hanging around for way too long. its horrible to let it hang ard for so long.
over and out.
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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:20 PM it has probably become a habit that i will pause for a very long time on the blogger homepage. trying to squeeze out my limited juice of words into sentences.
if i fail. i will close the entire window and go to bed. if i happen to be able to squeeze out some juice i will attempt to log and pause yet another long time again. tsk tsk.
for the past 1 week. i am living in a self torture of finding myself weird because i think my friends are weird and going through the turmoil of having found more shit and emo moments to myself!
today dawn ask, why do i have to resort to such means? do i really have to? i was like. YA! why?!
i am still feeling sad but not as sad as it was that fateful month. it still feels as real.
sometimes when i am getting ready for bed that moment still appears as real. it seems to be just around somewhere i know i haven really gotten totally over yet. i really need a long long time to recover. to me, you are behaving like nothing really happens. it still hurts lot but i am moving on slowly.
everyday should be a new day to face with a new challenge!
on a happier note. i passed ALL my modules! i am so happy! i think i done pretty well! but could be better! haha.
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sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:57 PM i guess it feels more than emptiness inside.
i am real lousy at words. sigh...
happy birthday ah ni.
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ying
sneeze at 12:23 AM the nite is silent.
too silent to be alone again.
i want a genuine smile on my face again.
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 1:27 AM everyday seems to be passing quite slowly.
over you. was my all-time favourite song in the playlist during then. i like it because of the music.
now i like this song because it speaks more than just the music. it speaks about how it is like now. and yes. i tot i cant, but before i know it, i will get, over you.
just hang in there a lil while more!
no point in clicking anything related.
no point in wanting to know more.
no point in looking at the past.
NO POINT in whatever that has passed anymore !!!
i feel yakult now. ni.... ha!
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hy
sneeze at 12:10 AM i had my hair done like 1 week ago. and as usual my stylist says i cant cut my fringe. ha
suddenly i can't really remb how did my week past. but it seems quite busy still. very i would say haaa.
the girls stayed over last night. quite a nice feeling to be squeezing in 1 bed. this proves how big is my bed! hahaha. but mummy says we are dumb. there is another mattress in my bro's room. ha!
had our drinking session last night! heh heh.
these few days i saw many ppl related to sweetie so weird. hahaha
i was quite upset or in fact overwhelm by what i saw. but seriously there is nothing i can do and this is the most agonizing part! the woman's intuition is working just fine. sigh....
browsing through all forms of communication history is a painful process but yet. you are just dumb enough to do it. sigh...
when will this recovering period take its effect?
is life really so unfair?
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 10:10 PM so much of i need to get over. even deep inside i know i have to.
the agony of wanting to know how to go about recovering and all sounds so vague.
i can't force any more tears out. it has run dry.
its still haunting. non-stop.
i want to be erased off this haunting thoughts and any attempts to know anything. ERASED.
just stop thinking and full stop idiot hy...
*pouting*
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hy
sneeze at 1:48 AM
a year ago.
a year.
a.
1.
one.
yi nian le....
so much have happened.
i wouldn't says its all totally bad. i have nice ones too. just that the hurting and bad ones are much stronger than the good ones.
some human mechanism is keeping me quite awake till now.
love.
friends.
family.
life.
i feel like giving up all!
ahhhh such a bad sign.
===
hy
sneeze at 1:30 AM
Many many many timess... we will NEVER be out of idea who, what or how to blame on things. BUT we never blame ourselve for anything. Because we believe its NEVER OUR problem. it is always others.
its so selfish. we always fail to realise this. we (me!) are always so selfish to admit such mistake. even if you know the problem you never even attempted to want to solve it.
just these few weeks. i kept thinking all my friends are weird. i keep telling myself it could be my own problem. BUT i still never fail to put the blames to others. its so ugly.
i have to let things go and brave up to learn this mistake.
open heart~~~*breathe
this self pity pathetic issue is hanging around for way too long. its horrible to let it hang ard for so long.
over and out.
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:20 PM it has probably become a habit that i will pause for a very long time on the blogger homepage. trying to squeeze out my limited juice of words into sentences.
if i fail. i will close the entire window and go to bed. if i happen to be able to squeeze out some juice i will attempt to log and pause yet another long time again. tsk tsk.
for the past 1 week. i am living in a self torture of finding myself weird because i think my friends are weird and going through the turmoil of having found more shit and emo moments to myself!
today dawn ask, why do i have to resort to such means? do i really have to? i was like. YA! why?!
i am still feeling sad but not as sad as it was that fateful month. it still feels as real.
sometimes when i am getting ready for bed that moment still appears as real. it seems to be just around somewhere i know i haven really gotten totally over yet. i really need a long long time to recover. to me, you are behaving like nothing really happens. it still hurts lot but i am moving on slowly.
everyday should be a new day to face with a new challenge!
on a happier note. i passed ALL my modules! i am so happy! i think i done pretty well! but could be better! haha.
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 11:57 PM i guess it feels more than emptiness inside.
i am real lousy at words. sigh...
happy birthday ah ni.
===
ying
sneeze at 12:23 AM the nite is silent.
too silent to be alone again.
i want a genuine smile on my face again.
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 1:27 AM everyday seems to be passing quite slowly.
over you. was my all-time favourite song in the playlist during then. i like it because of the music.
now i like this song because it speaks more than just the music. it speaks about how it is like now. and yes. i tot i cant, but before i know it, i will get, over you.
just hang in there a lil while more!
no point in clicking anything related.
no point in wanting to know more.
no point in looking at the past.
NO POINT in whatever that has passed anymore !!!
i feel yakult now. ni.... ha!
===
hy
sneeze at 12:10 AM i had my hair done like 1 week ago. and as usual my stylist says i cant cut my fringe. ha
suddenly i can't really remb how did my week past. but it seems quite busy still. very i would say haaa.
the girls stayed over last night. quite a nice feeling to be squeezing in 1 bed. this proves how big is my bed! hahaha. but mummy says we are dumb. there is another mattress in my bro's room. ha!
had our drinking session last night! heh heh.
these few days i saw many ppl related to sweetie so weird. hahaha
i was quite upset or in fact overwhelm by what i saw. but seriously there is nothing i can do and this is the most agonizing part! the woman's intuition is working just fine. sigh....
browsing through all forms of communication history is a painful process but yet. you are just dumb enough to do it. sigh...
when will this recovering period take its effect?
is life really so unfair?
===
sniff ting bi
sneeze at 10:10 PM so much of i need to get over. even deep inside i know i have to.
the agony of wanting to know how to go about recovering and all sounds so vague.
i can't force any more tears out. it has run dry.
its still haunting. non-stop.
i want to be erased off this haunting thoughts and any attempts to know anything. ERASED.
just stop thinking and full stop idiot hy...
*pouting*
===
hy
sneeze at 1:48 AM
its been one year.
a year ago.
a year.
a.
1.
one.
yi nian le....
so much have happened.
i wouldn't says its all totally bad. i have nice ones too. just that the hurting and bad ones are much stronger than the good ones.
some human mechanism is keeping me quite awake till now.
love.
friends.
family.
life.
i feel like giving up all!
ahhhh such a bad sign.
===
hy
sneeze at 1:30 AM
name: Nil
age: NIl
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